荣 prosperity
华 florescence
富 fortune
贵 status

呵呵，1万字啊。。。写不出了。

自由与枷锁，生与死，存在与荒谬，时间，当下与来世，理想与现实，回忆与憧憬，保守与放纵，放逐与回归（不写回归书肯定会被禁）。章节都会便吧。准备写三稿，出两版，以后让革命青年，文艺青年，都读我的书。

自由不是挣脱所有的镣铐，而是选择合适的镣铐。

开创当代存在主义意识流的新潮流。

什么是必然？往后看就是必然，假设从未来某点往后看叫做彼岸的希望。什么是偶然？往前看就是偶然，假设从过去某点往前看叫做人生的荒谬。

人生就像在一条无尽的河流中逆水游泳，永远到不了尽头。唯一有意义的就是和别人比较。羡慕游在前面的，因游在后面的而聊以自慰。

年轻的人活在未来，年老的人活在过去，时俗的人活在当下，虔诚的人活在来世。

我吃饭的时候，就是一个动物；我思考的时候，就是一道闪电。

人崇拜的不是神，而是他们自己，人畏惧的不是魔鬼，而是他们自己。

人的本性是聪明的，但是他们为了自我保护，选择了放弃聪明的权利。

苏格拉底错了。事实上，很多人都知道他们被困在洞里，但没有一个人能走出去。有些人选择了自我欺骗，有些人选择了否认。他们不是不想出去，但是他们不能。

小勇不畏死，大勇不畏生。身死而名存者，懦也，偷生而名毁者，勇也。文天祥其与汪兆铭孰勇？

我
怀念
那一去不返的时光

酒
抚慰
心中那淡淡的忧伤

梦
惊醒
曾徘徊无绪的灵台

夜
不见
那似曾相识的泪光

When men think that the era has come that they are free, and that they are away from the prisons, and that they can take hold on their destinies, they find out that they have nothing to do.

A man who decides to search for the fundamental truth of freedom will eventually find out that freedom is no different from non-freedom. Man is born free, and everywhere he is in chains. I agree with the second part of this statement, but concerning the first part, is he? Man is born unable to fly; he has not the freedom in the air.

What is freedom? Freedom is an illusion. However, since no one can explain what an illusion is, or maybe it’s because everyone’s illusions are always different from each other, it would be better to make a parable so that the invalid human minds can perceive it.

Freedom is like an endless ladder, crawled with millions of men. When a man looks upward, he is not free; when he looks downward, he is free. Therefore, he has to climb upwards. They keep climbing to the direction of freedom, but will never reach it, because the ladder is endless. Eventually they die and let go their hands and fall, but their sons born in the journey keep climbing from a higher start, and also they fall. This does not end until men come to their end.

However, this ladder, since it is endless, can only float in a space without any contrasts to determine which direction is the up and which is the down. Therefore men arbitrarily decide that the direction in front of their head is up, and the direction after their feet is down. But men cannot always agree with each other. Sometimes some people decide that they are in the wrong direction, and try to go another way. Then cannot convince the opposite. So, they then have to fight those who are in their way. Millions are killed and fall, but they have to fight so that they will not go back to non-freedom. May the souls of men be blessed.

The entire world is but a mirage. Every form is not different from emptiness. All forms are illusions. But what should we do with these illusions? Should we abandom them all? Then why should all these illusions ever be created?